ever heard the saying, if it isn't broken dont fix it? well i heard another saying, if it isn't broken, brake it. either way something is broken. i think.... but anyways im dealing with a lot of broken things right now.
#1 a broken body.... my body hates me! my shoulder my knee... the joys of being an athlete i guess
#2 a broken brain.... i think way too much for my own good. right now my softball game is suffering because of this excessive thinking. im just going to have to go back to what my therapist, cammi, always tells me, relax go to it when you wanna get through it... lol
#3 a broken heart.... its not necessary to elaborate on this because it's just blah!! i hate allowing myself to have feelings for guys because of one specific guy and i am beginning to realize this terrible fact. i am facing what i buried a year ago and it's so hard for me.
#4 broken tear ducts.... they just dont seem to do their job!! i dont want to cry but much like a dysfunctional dam they let the tears come much too fast and way too often!!
im adopting a new acronym: PMA positive mental attitude. its going to help i just know it! later days :)
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