Blindsided!

a conversation i had today blindsided me with my reality... this is my last week. i will be leaving on my roommates oh so important 21st birthday to go play the sport of champions. i won't be here to watch her get toasted :( instead i'll be making my journey to the hotter than hell Fresno, CA. i am excited to see my wonderful family, but there's something sad about ending a school year.
i'm not good at goodbyes. i cry and it's really just my least favorite thing to do. i realized i'll be saying goodbye to the seniors that walked me through the last 3 years of softball. they taught me so much and each one of them is an important person in my life. i've laughed, cried, fought, and played with them for three years of my life. im going to miss having them around.
im going to have to say goodbye to my friends too! i won't see them until august and that'll be weird considering i see them everyday. hopefully i'll get to hang out with them this weekend. and party like it's 1999 woohoo!!